Wie oft befriedigt ihr euch selbst?

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Mindestens zwei mal täglich, oft mehrmals unfassbar seit vielen Jahren 

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Am 16.5.2019 at 23:42, schrieb Dauergeil245:

Ich auch täglich einmal wenn deine Frau zur Stelle ist

you made my day

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Bei mir ist je nach Lust und Laune alles zwischen 2 und 12 x täglich möglich 

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I fed up being lonely. Seemingly I will not have any girlfriend.And this makes me very sad. Everyone has a girlfriend or married in some manner but I am lonely and not happening I suffer from that a lot. I do not know how I will continue to my life. I am a 27 years old man now but unfortunately I have been ***d in my childhood by other men. The biggest obstacle why I can not make any girlfriend is that I had a big damage spritually and emotionally. I extremely hate and disgust what I was exposed to . However when I get alone or in my spare time I can not get rid of the feeling of emotional and spiritual destruction. And this is exactly what is my main problem. In my that situation I could not focus on anything.I feel like I wanted to go to somewhere far that no one existed. What is worse is this situation lasts long.That is also why I can not focus on girls. I reckon whoever is in my situation is going to face same problems like mine.

I am tired to hide what is happened to me.I fed up with having crisis in hidden behind doors because people might misunderstand me if I disclose my inner self to them.I am not doing something bad vice versa I try to get myself better. Sadly, community is not aware of anything. No one can emphatise my situation so it is inevitable to get misunderstood. Now someone would say homosexuality is normal blablabla.... I do not care this topic at all. I am not homosexual and I suffer a lot . I do not care how others feel about themselves. I am not a perverted man. Or may be someone would say go to a doctor etc. I tried everthing doctors also know nothing. Also do not say to go to escort services for experience. Because the main issue here is as I explained above being extremely destructed spritually and emotionally. Marriage is the best option because you share pure love and connection. However I can not marry simply because I can not even find a girlfriend. I do not want to be quiet anymore. I want to speak up. Anyone can be in my situation that could be you or your child as well. No more news with MeToo hastags . We should talk and listen eachother. It is communal problem.